May 3, 2011; 5:45 am, umakyat ng bahay yung maid namin, telling my mom "Ate, si Lola po ayaw na gumising" When I heard those words, I rushed down to my lola's house. We're trying to wake her up pero, really did, but when I held her hands She was cold already. I cried and cried. :((
I remember those great things about my lola :(
Si Nanay yung #1 fan ko. Siya yung lagi nagsasabi sakin "Yume, ang ganda ganda mo, parang ikaw yung nakita ko sa TV" Si nanay yung nagsasabi na mag-artista ka nalang daw ako.
Si Nanay dory din ang pinakakwelang lola sa mundo. Kapag Christmas, palong-palo ang joke niya na "SILENT NIGHT" kahit siguro isang libong beses pa namin marinig yung joke na yun, it will never be the same kapag si Nanay ang bumabangka.
Si Nanay din ang pinaka-magandang lola. Kung di niyo itinatanong bidang-bida yan pag may family gatherings at ikukwento niya ang pagkaplay-girl niya nung kabataan pa niya. Since maganda siya, maraming lalaking nanliligaw sa kanya at kapag nagsawa na siya e di magpapalit na siya ng bf. Anong say niyo? :) Haba ng hair diba? At dahil sa sobrang pagka play girl niya ayan di nakapag-asawa. Sabi nga niya "those who love so many will marry nobody" Ayan MATANDANG DALAGA tuloy siya :)
Si nanay yung parang naging NANAY ni mommy :) Since madaming magkakapatid sila mommy, tumira siya kila nanay dory.
My mom said nung bata daw kami my lola was helping her doing the household chores. She helped my mom to raise us. Si Kuya Raymond ang favorite ni Nanay. Siguro kasi si kuya, he never answered back kapag pinapagalitan kami ni nanay and he always follows what nanay says. When she got weak last September 2010, she was brought to the hospital and from then on mahina na talaga si Nanay.
Daily routine namin ni Mommy, Kuya at Ako na bihisan, linisan at pakainin si nanay, minsan ilabas ng bahay (kung sino walang pasok, siya yung matutulog sa bahay ni lola) Si Kuya Raymond, kahit maaga yung pasok niya he makes sure na mapapakain niya si Nanay ng breakfast before he leaves and papakain niya ng dinner pag uwi niya. Pag kagising ni lola, papalitan siya ni mommy ng diapers. Bago naman kami matulog ni nanay, papalitan ko ulit siya ng diapers. :(( Ang hirap. Dumating sa point na sobrang pagod na ko, sumuko ako na alagaan si nanay! :(( Nanay, sorry kung minsan nasisigawan kita pag ayaw mo kumain or matigas ulo mo. Sorry kung maikli ang pasensya ko minsan, Nay. Pero ginawa ko lang naman yun kasi ayokong manghina ka ng tuluyan. Gusto ko lumakas ka ulit kasi mahal kita :(( Gusto ko maabutan mo pa kaming grumaduate ni Kuya. Nay konting tulog nalang oh, gagraduate na si Kuya, gagraduate na ko.. Sobrang laki ng tulong ni Nanay sa family namin.
Nanay, thank you kasi sinubukan mo lumaban. Thank you kasi hinintay mo na lumaki kami. Nay, thank you kasi natuto akong maging responsible dahil sayo. Nanay, sana nasabi kong MAHAL KITA.
Nanay kung alam ko lang na mawawala ka na, sana natulog ako sa tabi mo. Sana niyakap kita. Sana naramdaman mong andito kami para sayo. Nay, we love you so much. Pero ayoko ng makitang nahihirapan ka nanay!
Alam ko Nay masaya ka na ngayon nasan ka man. Nay, makakapag-pahinga ka na. Di mo na kailangan maghirap pa.
Alam ko di ka masayang nakita akong umiiyak pero Nanay sorry kasi di ko mapigilan yung luha ko :(( Alam ko isusumbong mo ko kay mommy kasi umiiyak na naman ako. Pero nanay, sana alam mo na MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KA NAMIN.
Bye, Nanay! Have a safe travel going up. We'll miss you! You'll always be in our hearts. We love you! :(
P.S. Kiss mo ko kay Aj Perez, Nay :)
I came by today to see you
Oh I had to let you know
If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time
I'd have held you, and never let go
Oh, it's kept me awake nights, wondering
I lie in the dark, just asking why
I've always been told
You won't be called home
Until it's your time
I guess heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you
I remember the last time I saw you
Oh, you held your head up proud
I laughed inside
When I saw how you were standing out in the crowd
Your such a part of who I am
Now that part will just be void
No matter how much I need you now
Heaven needed you more
Cause heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you
Is Heaven was needing a hero
and that's you
